one day past

due date was yesterday. I've never gone past my due date before. I wan him OUT!!!! I even tried the castor oil thing. Made me vomit. Such fun.

last night

we were off to a false start. I am having lots of regular contractions, but so far they aren't doing anything. But with a little luck we will be going soon.

we talked some

not going to make any final decisions about our marriage just yet. Hopefully at least until after the baby is born.

well, that's lovely

It would appear my marriage is over. Micah and I had our worst fight ever this morning and he left. Partly because I told him to. Thankfully, the boys were at their dad's so they didn't have to hear it. I don't think there is any hope of fixing it this time. I have been trying to get his things together so when he decides to come back for them, they will be ready.

I just don't know what to do now.

one week

Baby is due in one more week. Physically, this process has felt really slow, mentally really fast. I'm so excited about the new little one's arrival. A friend of mine is giving me a baby shower tomorrow unless I happen to pop before it. lol.

Also, today is my Dad's birthday! He's 61.

less than 2 weeks

until my due date. Saw the doctor yesterday and she said my cervix is plenty soft, but still pretty thick and not dialated much. So it could be a bit.

In other doctor related news, my dad went to see his doc yesterday too. His heart is not doing at all well. So I am going to put him on a diet of lean meat, veggies and fruit. Because as much as he drives me crazy, I am not ready to lose my dad yet.

3 weeks left

although I still think it may be less. I am far enough along now that it is safe to have sex again! Not that I have. Micah hasn't been "up" for it the last couple of nights. Seems like now that I am back in commission for a bit, his libido is back to normal, which is practically non existent. And I am willing to bet it will pick up again as soon as the baby is born and I can't again.