If you read my blogs but don't know me, it's likely you think I am an incredibly negative person. Not true. I'm actually really positive most of the time. I am nice to everyone, try to be a good friend, take care of the people around me, and do it with a smile on my face.
Yesterday, I had a very NOT positive moment. I found out yet another person who I'd met lied to me. Made me feel completely like crap. And I started thinking about the other people in my life who've done the same things. Which made me feel more like crap. The crappy feelings kept building until I had an emo moment explode all over a good friend who did not deserve it. I feel terrible about that.
But I still feel like crap. I can't seem to shake this feeling of being a worthless idiot who most people only hang around because I am a sucker who will give them the shirt off my back even while they're stabbing me in the back while I hand it to them.
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